smriti sudhakar 🍌

about me

hello! my name is Smriti Sudhakar! This is my second year in the MUSE staff and i am madly in love with the eic Serena Wong <333 . on a serious note, being in the MUSE has drastically improved my writing and designing skills—i truly wouldn’t have been able to get as far with my personal novel as i have now without the lessons i learnt in this class, as well as the companions i met throughout. maybe the real lit mag was the friends we made along the way?

  • the souls of innocent children

  • Omniscient Reader’s Viewpoint (butdontreadthisbecauseitwillleaveyoudevastatedandcryingforweeksafterohmygodihatekimdokja)

  • jujutsu kaisen (but im not one of those gojo fans i swear)

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Some of my hobbies include writing, listening to music, and going on walks. I also enjoy sleeping and spending time with loved ones.

my works

What goes up but never comes down?
I feel as though I am being strung forward with my head turned back, always looking, always longing for something from the past. Something to come call me, to tell me that I don’t have to move on, not yet. 
Nostalgia ails me, it fills my every move and drags my feet on the ground. 
I cannot accept the ways in which the world moves on without my consent. 
Oh, take me back to those youthful days when my worries were minimal and my joy infinite. 
If only I could go back, stay safe in the confines of my youth. 
	Away from the maw of Time. 
Alas, I grow as all things do. 
I am bound…
by Ouroborus in a cycle of birth and death. 
by Karma in a cycle of good and bad.
by Transience in a cycle of existence and nonexistence. 
What is it that fears me so?
	Growth?
	Death?
	Responsibility?
Perhaps it is all of them, perhaps it is simply loss. Loss of the little girl I was. Loss of the memories I cherished. Loss of the friends I made. 
What goes up but never comes down?
You know the answer, don’t you?

NOW PLAYING

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2516 - Luna Li

Ultraviolence - Lana Del Rey

Lovers Rock - TV Girl

ONLY - LeeHi

I Wanna Be Yours - Arctic Monkeys

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